Friday, August 3, 2012

Waiting for the other shoe to drop

NM has been acting very nice lately (after those really nasty attacks). I'm prepared.

I have visited her and EF together with DB for a few minutes. She started screaming at EF, so we left them.

DB is going abroad for a bit more than a week. I already have separation anxiety and miss him.

And I still miss my ex-friend. A lot.

I guess I'll lose another friend soon. She is moving abroad, permanently.

Am I losing everyone around me whom I love?


  1. I am sorry you having such a tough time with so many changes right now. I suspect your mantras will be used to take things a bit at a time.

  2. Yes, you're "loosing" that which is no longer "necessary" for your journey. Which leaves more room for that which IS "necessary" to find you, and your place in your new world.


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