NM has been acting very nice lately (after those really nasty attacks). I'm prepared.
I have visited her and EF together with DB for a few minutes. She started screaming at EF, so we left them.
DB is going abroad for a bit more than a week. I already have separation anxiety and miss him.
And I still miss my ex-friend. A lot.
I guess I'll lose another friend soon. She is moving abroad, permanently.
Am I losing everyone around me whom I love?
I am sorry you having such a tough time with so many changes right now. I suspect your mantras will be used to take things a bit at a time.
ReplyDeleteYes, you're "loosing" that which is no longer "necessary" for your journey. Which leaves more room for that which IS "necessary" to find you, and your place in your new world.
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